Went to a party
all girls
thats a first in a while
i forgot the way it can all get to your head
the gossip
the giggles
the high
You forget where you come from
who you've been for the past three years
who you stupidly made yourself out to be
you learn how people perceive you
how you perceive yourself (which is very different)
Now you have to ask yourself
Now i have to ask myself
Where do i belong
and
Where do i want to be
Saturday, September 4, 2010
Friday, September 3, 2010
17 year old confusion
I don't get it.
Why can't i feel the same way consistently? About him i mean.
About my morals? About what I do and don't want?
Every day is literally new
New ideas
New feelings
New opinions.
One day I just want to stay the same
To truly know what i believe in. Because right now i'm so unsure
And Thats not fair to him
To me
Why can't i feel the same way consistently? About him i mean.
About my morals? About what I do and don't want?
Every day is literally new
New ideas
New feelings
New opinions.
One day I just want to stay the same
To truly know what i believe in. Because right now i'm so unsure
And Thats not fair to him
To me
Thursday, September 2, 2010
Forever
Forever is a long time
You don't know what it means
Stop saying forever
You're only two years past fourteen
Forever is too far away for you to know
You don't even know
Forever
You don't know what it means
Stop saying forever
You're only two years past fourteen
Forever is too far away for you to know
You don't even know
Forever
Wednesday, March 24, 2010
Sunday, September 13, 2009
Underwater
UNDERWATER
Crashing down on me
I am fully consumed
You drench me with your love
Cool water on hot day
But soon the abyss of us
Emerges ‘n I am frightened…
Like a tsunami
It recedes, the appearance is calm
I am drawn to its peacefulness, yet,
With in seconds it flashes forward
Strikes me and pulls me under
I’m under and deeper I fall…
Underwater, there is no escape
I am suffocating and need air
Too much surrounds me
I feel the need to scream
This is not the time
It is not the place…
Though, panic is immense in my head,
My body is calm
The touch is cool water
It relaxes me
I go limp with need
I am not under my own control
Will I ever break through
And crash upon the surface and breath
Can I ever unsuffocate my lungs
And take a breath of fresh air
Shall I ever realize the shallow water
Where all I need to do is learn to stand…
Crashing down on me
I am fully consumed
You drench me with your love
Cool water on hot day
But soon the abyss of us
Emerges ‘n I am frightened…
Like a tsunami
It recedes, the appearance is calm
I am drawn to its peacefulness, yet,
With in seconds it flashes forward
Strikes me and pulls me under
I’m under and deeper I fall…
Underwater, there is no escape
I am suffocating and need air
Too much surrounds me
I feel the need to scream
This is not the time
It is not the place…
Though, panic is immense in my head,
My body is calm
The touch is cool water
It relaxes me
I go limp with need
I am not under my own control
Will I ever break through
And crash upon the surface and breath
Can I ever unsuffocate my lungs
And take a breath of fresh air
Shall I ever realize the shallow water
Where all I need to do is learn to stand…
Sunday, September 6, 2009
Exhausted
Just got back from the fireworks. I am totally exhausted so don't expect this post to have good grammer or be long
The fireworks were amazing, I love them. My favorite part is when they have fast and loud ones, so loud you can feel them in your chest. When you feel the sound in you, then you kow that you are truly alive.
The fireworks were amazing, I love them. My favorite part is when they have fast and loud ones, so loud you can feel them in your chest. When you feel the sound in you, then you kow that you are truly alive.
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