All Girls

Went to a party
all girls
thats a first in a while
i forgot the way it can all get to your head
the gossip
the giggles
the high
You forget where you come from
who you've been for the past three years
who you stupidly made yourself out to be
you learn how people perceive you
how you perceive yourself (which is very different)
Now you have to ask yourself
Now i have to ask myself
Where do i belong
and
Where do i want to be

17 year old confusion

I don't get it.
Why can't i feel the same way consistently? About him i mean.
About my morals? About what I do and don't want?
Every day is literally new
New ideas
New feelings
New opinions.
One day I just want to stay the same
To truly know what i believe in. Because right now i'm so unsure
And Thats not fair to him
To me

The V Test

We pull the label -
off the can /
To see -
if your cherry -
has popped /

Forever

Forever is a long time
You don't know what it means
Stop saying forever
You're only two years past fourteen
Forever is too far away for you to know
You don't even know
Forever